Turns out the first 24 hours post chemo were not too bad, but since then I have been having a rough time. The pill I started with to keep me from throwing up, caused me to throw up more often than not. The meds to keep my from living on the toilet were a joke. And please, do not offer me anything to eat.
In the midst of this (but without him being aware of the chemo side effects I was going through), Alex scheduled me for a pelvic ultrasound. For a pelvic ultrasound one needs to drink about 32 ounces of fluid 40 minutes before the scan. I willed myself to get it do and keep it down, and then I laid on the table and that was it. I lost it. The techs were so sweet they actually offered to have me come back in a little bit to try again. I passed, saying I would wait until things were sorted out. I figure I can only throw up all over someone's room once per day.
Dr. S changed and/or increased my meds to get me through this. I am showing some slight improvement, but not where I want to be. (Case in point: Kelly had to stop the car on the way home from church so I could throw up on the sidewalk. Yes, I am that classy.) The hardest part is that my head is now in a fog. I just fall asleep mid-conversation, for a long time, and soundly. I now have Kelly drive me places when I am on my meds...I honestly cannot imagine driving myself. If I plan, then I am okay (but run the risk of sneak side effects!) - it is quite a dance I am trying to learn.
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This sounds terrible. But I'm glad your husband is able to drive you. Hopefully when you do fall asleepid-sentence, it is time your body heals and recovers. Sending good thoughts your way.
My goodness, lady. I guess the best thing I can say about this is that at least you're getting the rest your body needs. Keep fighting, my friend.
Listen, if you ever need a ride, let me know. You certainly wouldn't be the first (second, third...) person to puke in my car.
Thinking of you.
Hi Daisy, You always make me smile. The days are hard and long and dark and you still find the strength to be you. What a gal! Hey, I can drive and I love to stalk so just say the word. Stay warm, get better. I hope the sun shines soon for you!
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